Life is all about discovery and learning.

I am trying hard to keep busy and deal with the pain.
There are so many people with so many problems in this world. Mine is small in comparison, and I need to remember that.

Trials make you stronger. They teach you things about others, yourself, your purpose in life, expectations, goals, dreams, possibilities. Most importantly they make you grow into something amazing.
I'm going to accept the change in my life and learn from the difficulties. There has to be positive in this experience, it's there somewhere. I just need to find it and hold on tightly.

As much as it hurts, I'm turning my life over to my Heavenly Father and I'm trusting in Him and His love for me. I am going to let Him guide my life and help me in my decisions. The aching will leave, I know that. He will help me handle it and make the best of this situation.

I have to learn and discover where my faith lies and then use it to the best of my ability.

Start unwrapping your gifts, it looks like it's the end of the world today.

Christmas: 5 days

or today, depending on how you look at it.